~angel*Kashish~

Today I cried alot..frm the morning i dnt knw y...but i feel to cry in one corner i was missing shahid, then in the evening a film came...salman bhaiya,akshay bhaiya,preity di's jaan-e-maan.....i have seen it 10 times n this was 11th time...there r many parts which was emotional.....i cried alot.... :( :( n thinking abt shahid...i was thinking its just like my life.... a bit 10%.....i really love shahid n its a true fact ...... im sooo in love wid him that if i think abt him i start crying :(, but when i hear sumthing abt him or hear his name i get shy :), now my mom is alwayz teasing me wid his name, if i get sad she says ( ru missing shahid?)then i get shy :)... well dnt get in problem...my mom knows that i love him...but she doesnt like it at all,which makes me moree sad:( , but i dnt care...:(
love @ 1st sight!!!!!
when i saw shahid for the 1st tme..i felt in love...i think i saw him in his 1st music video...n i was in love...but i never knew it would be him!!..but i wouldnt call it love..it was a hmmmzz ( a KASHISH)!!!!...yes!!!...but when i saw him in ISHQ VISHQ his 1st debut film...i was smash out...i was crazy abt this guy....n as lovers say....when ur in love u dnt get hungry!! u dnt get rite amount of sleep,u just keep thinking abt him!!!...which really really happened to me...when i think abt him my eyes full of tears... :( i would dedicated a song to him, ( n all the lovers reading this ) :)
Kuch khaas hai,kuch paas hai,kuch ajnaabe ehsaas hai,kuch doriyaan,nasdhikiyaan,kuch haas pardhi tanhaiyan"KYA YEH GHUMAAR HAI,YA ATEBAAR HAI""SHAYD YEH PYAAR HAI,HAA HAI SHAYAD""KYA YEH BAHAR HAI,KYA INTAZAAR HAI,""SHAYD YEH PYAAR HAI,HAA HAI SHAYAD""Pyaar Hai Shayad"Pyaar..Hai Shayad,YEHI..."I LOVE U SHAHID (FRM UR KASHISH ONLY)"u never knw when its love"
Kashish ka only one lucky Boy:-Shahid KapoorSK:- ShahidKashish 4 eva.........!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE!!!!!!(TRUE LOVE CREATES MAGIC!!!!)wats love...If i was asked this question 5 yrs back...then i would say NO!!!!But.. after seeing Shahid 1st time in ishq vishq trailer..i really felt in love wid him...i saw his 1st music vedieo but never knew that he was shahid......n then shahid became special for me..i dnt care wat people think abt me loveing shahid...but its true...i really do love him...n i dnt care abt other views...Coz NO-ONE CUMES WID SAME VIEWS.....i trust in ALLAH...n i knw that he will help me...n again after watching OSO...srk sweet dialoge..made me think over again.... "AGAAR TUM KISI KO DIL SE CHAHU TOH TUHE USSE MILANE MEIN PURI KHAYENAAT LAAG JATI HAI!!!!!" I REALLY THINK ITS TRUE..AFTER SHAHID'sISHQ VISHQ I HEARD HIS WID ..bebo..(KAREENA KAPOOR)...i did'nt mind it at all...becoz love is giving not taking.....i was happy wid his happiness...but suddenly...when he broke up...i really felt bad...for shahid..coz i knew he was broken..he was crying...he was alone..... :( :( :( i felt him...i can feel him..i can feel his tries i knew he was sad...and after that. everyday i pray for him.....i knew that bebo wont never cum back...but i pray that shahid gets woken up by the last nite full of tries....im happy that he has OK!!! n chilling n understanding LIFE N LOVE!!!!....but i surely get tried n crazy when i see his n other girls rumors...its really hurting....i knew its all lie..coz once shahid has told "that trust me"..not the written work.!!!! i do n i will always trust my love...n i will love him till death n after death also!!!!!my life without him will be a desert full of water (water of my saddess)...This all mite sound Filmi Drama to sum of u guyz...but one thingz...im a filmi gal..n i dnt mind that...but life is a drama...wid NO CUTS OR ACTION NOR RETAKES....juts one take n one shot ..... i have decided that i will spend my entire life wid my love shahid... n INSHAALLAH... one day he will be mine....IF ALLAH IS THERE THEN NO-ONE CAN TAKE HIM AWAY......i will wait for his answer till my last breath........ n im sure he will be mine...... i feel very dizzy when i really really miss shahid...i get fed up...staying soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr from shahid.....but when the day cumes...i will be soooooooo near to him...that my dill will goo hmmmmm :) :) :) ....i will trust on ALLAH n also my shahid.. n also my family (bollywood+tellywood)!!!!!IF U THINK U MUST HELP ME THEN PRAY THAT I GET MY LOVE SHAHID.....I HAVE LUCK I NEED MY LOVE!!!!!!......n if the """GALS""" pray that they must get shahid then forget it(find sumone else sweeties)....coz he only mine....n i will prove it!!!!!!!!When ur in love...love is everywhere....u feel to stay happy..u want him to be happy...love songs attarct u the most!!! it happened to me....Loog Kehte Hai Pyaar Mein Jaan Dehsakti Hoon,But I will Say..Pyaar Mein Zindagii Kurban Kar Sakti Hoon!!! :) i love u shahid..... :)...wat all i have written is purely true